Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Back To Square One: Where Do I Begin?

Lonely Panda

After 7 years, here I am; back to square one. Yup, some viewed us as the perfect example that going to stood to the test of time but somehow, it just breaks apart. I can't even grasp the logic behind the reason but surely, I'm not going to seek for further answer as I'm afraid that I'm able to handle the absolute truth. I only tell myself if its not meant to be, even a 1000 years civilization can just go poof.

Hence, I'm pretty lost now. I'm now in an unfamiliar environment. I've no idea where to begin.

Should I move away and build a new life? I always like Singapore and there might be couple of opps that I can pursue over there...Indonesia, Japan and Korea sounds fun too. If US Embassy is not a visa-denying bitch, I want to go there as well...

Or...should I start partying to bury my sorrow? Like a G6, huh...

Or...should I enroll back in school and take a course that I always wanted to? Uni is always fun but being an old fuck, I doubt its that fun anymore unless I've to become a lecturer or research officer or something...

Or...should I just lie on the bed, face the pillow and sleep away on daily basis, just hope the best will fall down from the sky?

The only thing I know right now is that I need a new watch. The one that I wore everyday for the past few years has unexpectedly reached its expiry date.

[Image: Brett Stimmerman used under Creative Commons license]


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